Where's my compass...

Close to the end of another tiring week...

For the past few weeks, things have been busy. I doubt it'll slow down for the next month or so.

What's interesting though, is...I feel more open and free? Not to say that I feel less stressful or have less work. The amount of work I have now surpasses what I had a year ago, yet I guess my time management and knowledge allows me to do more things efficiently. o.O

Hope to finish off all my projects, except Musmo, soon...One particular (fairly large) project that I'm coordinating is pretty time-critical. It's even larger than what Musmo is, not in terms of potential project size, but the amount of people that I have to interact with, the varying factors involved from technology to insurance to structural, and generally the commercial-risk involved - all within a very specific time-constraint. Tomorrow, I should know more on what the implications are when we do not meet the target - I don't foresee any issues except the lower ROI margin, which may be a decision factor...?

Am glad that Musmo's plans are clear, specs are drawn, and generally the direction is still there. Am sure we could have launched by now if a particular event didn't occur few months back. But meh, not like we can control everything, right? ^^;

In any case, these days I've been thinking about other directions...

Just as more than 3 years ago, I've been knocking on various doors, testing different waters, and generally see where I should be...

oO(I don't believe I'm here in Belgium for my career. That's for certain. I never see it as a possibility, yet I have always been giving my best since day one in the work that I do.)

There was one company that told me they regretted for receiving my application after their closing date - I got a reply from them after 2 months. I guess the person in contact was fired and his pile of work was at the end. Too bad... :/ Most companies were positive, until they found another candidate who has better language skills than I do... :( Can't help it when it's an employer's market due to economic tsunami...

Still nice to know my job prospects are more acceptable than years ago...

There are two still potentials. Both doors are still opened for quite some time now - I'd say for an extended amount of time that isn't normal. Still undecided.

In a way is good, 'cuz I really hope to finish off all my current projects (aside from Musmo) before I jump to something else.

I wonder, what would my life be by end of this year... ^^

I kinda feel like...I'll be moving out of Belgium...

...yet...

...there's a part of me that says I'll be here...

Crazy... ~.~ I Rest.